Okay… I know… I’m aware of my “slackerisms” It’s been almost 2 months since my last entry. Summer is weird. It is like a vortex, sucks you in and before you know it 2 months have gone by. Things are really good. Life feels good. We won the “Seekers Idol” contest. It was really fun to go and be with people. I thought we did pretty stinkin’ well. My sweet brother and sister in law and their 2 little ones came and spent the 4th of July with us. We had so much fun. It was good to be with them and laugh and have a few days of pure comfort.
Music and playing have been on hold for a few weeks now. It has felt hard to be creative and even harder to play anywhere. Most of the time I don’t feel ready to play in front of anyone and then the next moment I can’t wait. It will pick back up, like I said, Summer is weird.
We have found a church that we really are enjoying. It’s called 121 Community Church. It’s in Grapevine Tx. and I really like it. We have made some neat couple friends and are even going to a bible study on friday nights….. wow. It has been very stretching for us. It is such a discipline to make myself available and vulnerable with people, but these people are real and make it easy to just be myself. I need friendships. I need to let people into my weird little world. It will get easier.
Well, I’m tired and grouchy. Steve and I both have been pretty crabby tonight. I’m going to bed. I’ll write more soon. I’m really glad we moved.
I’m calling.